Saturday, April 24, 2010

Wind

I haven't been posting on this blog about what has been going on with my neighbors. In a nutshell: my best friend since forever is named Lauren. Yesterday morning Lauren's Momma passed away.
Cancer has stamped it's mark on yet another life. Praise God Mrs L is no longer hurting, but is now loving and rejoicing with Him.

I'm pretty sure she is watching over us here in this neighborhood. I hope she knows that, whether Lauren likes it or not, Lauren is stuck with me forever. :)

I haven't cried yet. I think I'll cry after I finish this.

I walked by their house yesterday and what I saw sticking out of their lawn struck a chord with me. It's nothing special, just a colorful pinwheel like this one:

It was windy yesterday, and that pinwheel was spinning round and round and round. I started thinking about the wind that was powering that wheel. I hope this doesn't end up sounding like a cheese ball analogy, put here are my thoughts:
In all my 16 years of life, wind has blown -in a strong gust or a slight breeze- every single day.
I bet there is not one day that the slightest amounts of wind have not danced around someone or something around here.
I'm sure it wasn't a continuous flow of breezes, but I would bet that if I was to stick a pinwheel in my grass, at the end of every day that pinwheel would have spinned, at least just a tiny bit.

Mrs. Lowry's earthly body was ruined by cancer. Thankfully the Lord has new, perfect bodies ready and waiting for us when He brings us home. She isn't here anymore. She is healed.

I know we are all going to be really sad for a long time, but I think Mrs. Lowry is the wind.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

I need to plan some worship through music at my church, asap. Even if I have to lead those kids in praise by myself, it needs to happen.
I'm trying not to be lukewarm anymore. lukewarm is terrifyingly awful. I feel the need to light a match under these kids to wake them up [myself included].

Your Love Never Fails - Jesus Culture

I don't know much of anything about this band, but last night at a friends church we praised Him with that song. It was glorious.